[roseviolet]

Confession: We ate cupcakes for dinner tonight. Just cupcakes. But they were carrot cake, so at least we got some veggies. Right?

Freckle, I'm dying to know which newscaster is eliciting these dirty dreams!

[lilacwine13]

The highlight of my day is pumpkin waffles for dinner.

I don't know if that means I need a life or not.

[freckleface7]

n-n: no lecture mind you, but imagine what I'd be saying to you if this was a PM ? (which why it Isn't is kinda a Duh) please sugarpie- don't do this to yourself, you already know where it takes you.
luvin' ya madly still (((((((((gt)))))))))

lopie- there's nothing wrong w/ you & your bf having different sex drives; the important thing is to talk it out and not let it negatively affect your relationship.

confession: I am biting my nails again, or the ones that started to break on their own.

[freckleface7]

n-n: no lecture mind you, but imagine what I'd be saying to you if this was a PM ? (which why it Isn't is kinda a Duh) please sugarpie- don't do this to yourself, you already know where it takes you.
luvin' ya madly still (((((((((gt)))))))))

lopie- there's nothing wrong w/ you & your bf having different sex drives; the important thing is to talk it out and not let it negatively affect your relationship.

confession: I am biting my nails again, or the ones that started to break on their own.

[girltrouble]

confession: hanging out with mr t. was a bad idea. it's not that it goes badly, it goes too well. the feelings are too deep there, and i absolutely should not hold her hand again. not even for a second. we are still too familiar.

i still love her very much.

but i want to know me more.

[stargazer]

Confession: I wish I had a cabin where I could hide out for the next week to finish my dissertation. I have no office space to work on it. I work on it in the living room. My folks think that is a free invite to start talking to me. I wish I looked less inviting to others.

[lopie313]

Confession: I love my boyfriend but i don't like haveing sex with him as much as he wants to have it with me. I'm only 22 is that ok?

[konphusion26]

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[nakedmolerat]

Confession: I am online writing a confession while my baby is playing when I should be taking advantage of it and eating breakfast or taking a shower or cleaning, but I don't feel like doing anything!!

Confession: The boy and I have our first therapy appointment today- marital counseling. We're not even married.

Confession: Part of me likes my lactating boobies and will be sad when my milk dries up

Confession: I have not been very responsible with birth control, and I am scared because I don't want another baby.... that's a really bad confession

[kittenb]

Confession: I got to see my cervix once and I thought it was lovely. Very pink and healthy looking.

[freckleface7]

confession: I've been having a series of erotic dreams lately.. most recent starring a lower ring news guy out of raleigh and before that w/a manboy young enough that I was literally old enough to be his mama but ohh he was a hottie!
confession: as disconcerting as these dreams are, it'd be damn nice to have a sex drive back again.

confession: playing Mrs Kravitz from the office window near the computer, I saw a cop car drive past & willed it to turn onto creepy neighbor guy's street bc I am pretty sure he is Not supposed to be driving sinse he was in /caused that terrible accident where he killed both a policeman And a fireman in his semi that had stopped for another accident. I don't think I'll turn him in for it bc I'd probably need proof but admit, I AM Tempted.

[bunnyb]

I get this too. I remember being 14, 15 and being so excited to grow up and have all the answers. So umm...when does that happen?

I'm with you, yuefie, ketto, polly... I feel as if I'm "playing at" being a grown up. I'm twenty eight next month and I always thought that by that age I would have a fabulous career, a wonderful flat/house of my own and either be married or about to be married and I have none of the above. I sit here and wonder "is this it? is this the suckitude of being an adult?" If it is, then I don't want to be one.

[treehugger]

confession: I had an erotic dream about a co-worker last night and now I am going to be slightly embarrassed when I see him.

[freckleface7]

Mmmmmm... donuts....

Lady, then I guess after all I went through w/ my Iud insertion, mine must not be. :
"freckle has an uncooperative cervix. bad BAD freckle!"

(((((((rudder)))))))) oh sweetie. I am so sory for both of you; I know what a challenge & how hard he worked & what it meant to him. is there not a different prescienct he can apply to maybe?
.. here's a crazy thought that I know little about (but can find out as my Uncle retired really high up in it).. what about the merchant marines for your beeps?
again- that's me talkin' out my ass, so forget it but remember I'm here. ((((rudder & beeps)))))))

tree, don't sell yourself short as far as leadership.
if you got voted in, who's to say you have to be just like the last guy? take a sensible look at what's what & apply your own personality to it. I think you rock.

rv: I wish we were closer than several hours apart; even if we don't have tons in common, it'd be nice to hang out w/ another bustie every now & then.

confession: I dropped $140** on art supplies today.
this while knowing I'm going to pitch a TOTAL fit over insisting we buy a new car NOW (after last night's little fender bender bc my brakes are going out on my '96'er) when the mr returns.

confession: I also dropped $60** ordering from Early To Bed online. hopefully though, it'll be the gift that keeps on giving...!

confession #3 : my new shag haircut looks NOTHING like the way the stylist made it look at the shop & it's wild bedhead and.. I love it!
I keep apologising to people when they see it like I'm embarrassed but really I'm not. I love the messy chaos of it and <flip the finger> at anyone who doesn't.
= whew= ! that felt really good to confess!

[zoya]

rose - a cervix looks like a hostess donette. I know this, because years ago, I had an abnormal pap smear, and I eventually had to have cervical cryosurgery. Right after the doctor had sprayed my cervix with liquid nitrogen, he let me look at it with a little mirror - and it looked JUST like a powdered sugar hostess donette. Same size and everything.

.... after that, when my friends and I went to 7-11, if we bought a package of powdered sugar donettes, we'd refer to them as "frozen cervixes."

yup.

[roseviolet]

MissLadyJ, that is hilarious. Once a doctor who was giving me a pap smear told me I have a "really beautiful cervix". I'm still not quite sure how to respond to that. For one thing, I'm not even sure what a cervix looks like - beautiful or no.

Confession time:
1. Multiple times over the past few years, people have told me that they wish their life was just like mine. I'm sure if they knew how bored and lonely I am, they'd feel very differently.
2. I'm getting so used to the boredom & loneliness that I don't feel it quite so much anymore. But the numbness that has replaced those feelings scares me a bit.
3. I think the one thing that has kept me from slinking down into an honest-to-god depression is my cat. She is just so wonderful & cuddly. She makes me smile everyday.

[stargazer]

yuefie, i agree with you. that's when i need to channel rosanne rosannadanna, "its always something."

[girltrouble]

confession:my nap was sooooooo gooooooood today. god, i just want a dozen of 'em.

that's poop, z. you want me to kick his ass? j/k. my urge when it comes to apartments is to err on the side of caution. i've been homeless, it blows. but then i've been in the same apartment for more than 10 years....


wow. now i'm depressed.

[pollystyrene]

No matter how much I handle crap that is thrown my way, I never stop feeling like I am merely playing "responsible adult". I often wonder to myself, "who in the hell left me in charge?". I also wonder when this feeling will end.

Same here, nearly every day.

[treehugger]

*cracks a wee, little smile, then bursts out laughing*

Thanks GT. Thanks to everybody. I'm just kind of resigning myself for disappointment and getting myself upset and pissed off before it even happens.

I've been overlooked and passed over for a service vehicle FOREVER. But at christmas, a guy retired. Ironically, a guy who was opposed to women in my field. I got his truck. I was told, "I don't know WHAT will happen if Dave (the previous truck guy) comes back to work, but for the time being, it is YOUR truck"

Dave came back to work this week. They haven't taken the truck away from me, but I am waiting for it to happen. Because of COURSE, the man who had the truck before (even though he is no longer on work assignments that require him to travel around campus), of COURSE, he will get his truck back.

I've gotten used to having a way to get to my service calls. It is really nice to be able to be efficient.

Of course, I am getting myself all worked up before the fact....maybe my bosses will get a clue?????

I don't have much faith in that.

This, plus there is some really, really scary stuff going on with our condo association...corruption, coups, trying to throw people out...I don't watch Survivor, but a person who does made the comparison. I've been suggested as one person to vote in to replace the guy who is being thrown out. I don't know how to be a president. I never have been one. I don't know "roberts rules of order", and...omg this is frightening. I hope they pick LL, or BM, instead of me. Gah.