[ailurophile]

i see eleven: ailurophile (ay-loor-o-feel) means one who likes cats, cat lover. I checked for a blogspot for ya. I can't find anything in what you are looking for. I understand what you mean though. We get excited when we see other girls like us in our "rare breed", if only to know we are not alone.

crinoline: I haven't been here long...a week to be exact. I admit I feel a harshness toward not just large breasted girls but anyone with breasts to speak of. But I'm working on it. That's why I'm here.

[crinoline]

On the "harshness", I don't think any Busties are being intentionally mean ever, but I do think there is a theme that appears in both threads that goes something like this:

"My (insert word 'small' or 'large' here) breasts may not be perfect but it's better than being too (insert opposite word here)."

The big girls don't want to feel less feminine. The small girls don't want back pain and stares. OK. That's all valid and I've done it too. But...isn't it better to emphasize body acceptance and generosity, toward ourselves and others? To revel in the beauty and sensuality that we possess and to reflect and appreciate others' beauty when they share it with us? I sure think so. And I think they're related - the more we can embody the self-loving perspective that AnnaK and I indulged in (in our respective threads), the more natural it is to feel generous and appreciative of others, rather than jealous or disapproving.

So I urge - nay, DARE - all of you to do something similar to what AnnaK and I did, either here or just to yourself in the mirror or with your lover in bed. (And thank you, Karategrrl and AnnaK for the positive feedback - y'all sound like red-hot babes yourselves!)

Flaunt it! Celebrate it! Love your beautiful breasts and share them with others joyously!

You may be surprised at what happens.

strongirl makes an excellent point. The important thing is to move toward body acceptance both for ourselves and for others. So sg - I'll take you up on that dare tonight, I'm sure the boy will appreciate it.

I have noticed a sort of unconscious harshness toward our larger breasted sisters in this thread. It's similar to the "skinny bitch" syndrome, where it's okay to put down thin women because they've achieved an "impossible ideal". The bias isn't fair in either case.

The thread got a little negative for a while, so I stopped posting as frequently. I'm encouraged by all of the body-positive, breast-positive talk around here lately, though. I'm with AP on the point that we're all women, we all have breasts, we're all on the same team. Now, whether your membership badges are big or small, you're still an important member of TEAM TITTIE!

V- I was confused when you said that nixing the current boyfriend would not help your situation. I remember you saying that you were once body positive and confident just as you are, before him.

[i see eleven]

)))Ailurophile((( (how do you pronounce that by the way? i'm not good. does it mean something? just curious...

as someone else put it, "it sounds like we're built the same" also. i'm wearing a "nearly A" bra (playtex?) and i was thinking that i look too curvy with it on. i took it off; went braless and saw the same thing/s you did! i know how you feel. i don't like the padded thing either but i need suuuumthing till i can get to "that point."


we talk about how we look and all that but it's different when you actually see someone... i'm not talking naked, just normally clothed. does someone know a safe website or blog spot that could leave us annonymous if we want? i'd do it for that reason of not just saying or talking/typing about it. again, this may not be a good idea in the long run and may not be as productive as i'd think it would be, but if someone gets what i'm trying to say and know's what my intentions are and knows something i don't...by all means, let me know.

and yeah, b cups and c cups are huge! that's my opinion! we're all entitled so i don't wanna hear it!

-IC11

[ailurophile]

I believe that's me you (i see eleven) are talking about. I agree...we are a rare breed. Funny you should say "no bras allowed". A convention would be the ONLY place I would EVER show up without a bra but I would do it! When I do see smallies like me in public, besides wanting to introduce myself, I find myself staring or taking sneak peeks because I cannot believe there is another like me. I wonder if others notice me as well.

Sometimes I actually do think about going braless or using just a sports bra and screw the padding. It's not me anyway. Maybe that will help me accept me as I am. But I hate the thought of going braless b/c I have two little points which just look stupid. But anyway, haven't had the guts. There is a trainer at my gym who is flat, wears tight shirts and looks cute. If I had her body, I would consider it. She looks so much more comfortable and confident than I.

Thanx for emofree.com. I'll have to check it out.

[i see eleven]

For the girl who isn't thrilled with the therapy idea (like me), i know there are other ways, other kinds of therapy that must help. you all are going to think i'm a crazy woman but i find the study of energy work to be very therapudic, just like yoga and tai chi are types of energy work, this other type of healing also comes from the orient...called EFT, emotional freedom technique. web site is: www.emofree.com i'm all about natural healing and self healing and finding balance in life etc, yall may not be but i just thought i'd mention it in case there was/is and interest or that it's an avenue that hasn't been taken. again, it's more for self acceptance than the actual God granting the breasts of ones desire. and likewise if any one else has similar ideas like that let me know.
by the way, i'm just curious, has anyone besides me actually prayed or tried to use the power of the mind or law of attraction/the secret to get bigger boobs? i'm to the point where i'm sick of wanting bigger boobs, again, it takes so much precious energy to want something you don't have and may never get or to hate what you've got. that's really bad energy to me. it's better to love and be grateful. but that's just me...i hope not.
God bless

[i see eleven]

Again i have to start my reply with gratitude for this thread and you girls. what an inspiration you are to me, every one of you! i wouldn't be anywhere near as accepting of myself as i am without this thread.

two thoughts right now... i realize this is a very sad attempt at trying to feel better about ourselves but (sometimes anything helps)...i was looking in the mirror and the thought came to me, 'anybody can get big boobs but not everyone can get small boobs.' i'm not for sure that that statement is absolutely true and i know there are exceptions but do you see kinda where i was going??? i know it feels like we're a rare breed and i know that we wish our kind of breed either didn't exist or were extict by now but, for second there i felt special and thankful and appreciative of my breasts. even if no one else feels that way, at least i felt that way and i felt like my body responded positively back to me. i know that sounds weird but.... which brings up a movie/documentary? that you all might enjoy and want to check out...it's called "what the bleep do we know" you should be able to find it in your library. it talks about the law of attraction etc, but the most special part of it that really touched me was the part where this woman decided to love herself. it was a beautiful part of the movie. you all might like it.

the other thought i had may not be a very good thought in the long run, but when i read these threads sometimes i think it would be nice to have us all get together and have a girls night out. be with girls of our own kind. girls we can relate to. i'm with the girl who said that whenever she sees another smaller breasted woman she wants to go up and introduce herself and make friends with her... i too want to do that same thing. but then i think she probably doesn't have issues like me. i just think i'd be great to once a year (or more!) have a small breasted women convention. like the "little people" do. or like the 'twins' do. you know what i mean. i personally don't see enough small breasted woman around. i wonder how many of those padded bras there are out there that hide their true, beautiful, natural size. that's why i stopped wearing heavily padded bras. i wanted to start supporting small breasted women and go against society. it was my way of rebelling and saying "F-U world!" at the same time saying "THANK YOU GOD!"
so anyway if anyone is in support of a convention, lets set one up! ps, NO BRAS ALLOWED! j/k.

again this has been therapy for me to express in writing what i feel and think. Thanks girls for your help!

LOVES!

[ailurophile]

strongirl: I have mixed feelings here. I don't know if I am happy for you, envious of you or angry with you for being so positive or angry with myself for being so negative. Don't take that personally. I am very embarrassed about what I lack, therefore, also bitter. My new boyfriend seems to like me as I am...but he's still very new. But as I said previously, when people can't keep their eyes off my tiny tits, I don't feel it's because they are smoking hot. I think it's because they're saying, "Dear God...that poor girl." Also, it sounds that maybe yours may be small yet pretty. Mine don't even look pretty. They are sooo not nice looking. That's why I call them "two little pathetic things on my chest".... that karategrrl has tried to discourage me from saying. In the end, I think I am happy for you and envy you.

vendetta: I consider implants all the time but I don't think it's worth it. I am so afraid of the risks and complications such as hematoma, necrosis, deflation/rupture, bottoming out, changes in sensation, gel bleed, infection, interference with mammography, death on the table due to complications with anesthesia (like that recent 18 y/o girl), dissatisfaction with results (looking like two balls as I see in before and after pics) amongst several other risks... and if nothing else, at least these are mine and not synthetic. I would really like to be proud of or at least comfortable with them one day like karategrl and strongirl, etc. I don't think I want my man getting off on something that isn't really me.

honeybunch: Regarding --> "I feel inspired by the women here who can accept and love the small breasts, I'm just not there yet. This has been a big issue for me for a long time." As the song goes... You took those words right out of my mouth.... I'm with you!!!

I checked more into Brava. Despite all the great testimonials on their website, there is a website with all negative feedback (called something like bravargh) with other testimonials from people like karategrrl's friend and even a husband saying how little or no result for something that is so much work and money. I just keep hoping there is hope. I called my doctor who referred me to a plastic surgeon to see if there are other options besides implants and brava. I considered scheduling an appointment but I think if there were more options, they would be suggested on the internet. I think the only option may be to accept me as I am and feel pretty. (????) The other thing is that when I asked the receptionist (who I know well) about breast augmentation, she literally exclaimed, "Good for you!!" I was surprised and disappointed. To me that meant...it's about time you're doing something. I figured she could have said...you sure you really want to do that?!?

I went to the large breast support group out of curiosity. Their issues are very different than ours so I'm all set with that. Also, they have the option of reducing their size and that is very different than putting foreign objects in your body and becoming something you're not.

[karategrrl]

So I urge - nay, DARE - all of you to do something similar to what AnnaK and I did, either here or just to yourself in the mirror or with your lover in bed. (And thank you, Karategrrl and AnnaK for the positive feedback - y'all sound like red-hot babes yourselves!)

Flaunt it! Celebrate it! Love your beautiful breasts and share them with others joyously!

You may be surprised at what happens.

Ha, this is great! I may just do some sharing and just see what happens!!! I'm a red-hot babe?? Aw, shucks!

I can't visit the large busted section without feeling envious, though, so I will steer clear.

[strongirl]

On the "harshness", I don't think any Busties are being intentionally mean ever, but I do think there is a theme that appears in both threads that goes something like this:

"My (insert word 'small' or 'large' here) breasts may not be perfect but it's better than being too (insert opposite word here)."

The big girls don't want to feel less feminine. The small girls don't want back pain and stares. OK. That's all valid and I've done it too. But...isn't it better to emphasize body acceptance and generosity, toward ourselves and others? To revel in the beauty and sensuality that we possess and to reflect and appreciate others' beauty when they share it with us? I sure think so. And I think they're related - the more we can embody the self-loving perspective that AnnaK and I indulged in (in our respective threads), the more natural it is to feel generous and appreciative of others, rather than jealous or disapproving.

So I urge - nay, DARE - all of you to do something similar to what AnnaK and I did, either here or just to yourself in the mirror or with your lover in bed. (And thank you, Karategrrl and AnnaK for the positive feedback - y'all sound like red-hot babes yourselves!)

Flaunt it! Celebrate it! Love your beautiful breasts and share them with others joyously!

You may be surprised at what happens.

[karategrrl]

ETA, I almost NEVER go into the small bust thread. It makes me feel bad about myself because there is a lot of harshness there.

There's a lot of harshness here?????

[Vendetta]

ETA, I almost NEVER go into the small bust thread. It makes me feel bad about myself because there is a lot of harshness there. Somehow it hurts more when another woman calls you a slut/disrespects you simply because you have big boobs.

I took that from the large forum. Auch. She may not be reading the same forum I've been.

[anna k]

I have such smokin' hot little 34A's that my boyfriend cannot keep his eyes nor hands nor mouth off them! And I just got back from the clothes-optional hot springs and hey - neither could anyone else! While AnnaK in the large busties group feels like a Russ Meyer babe or a cartoon superheroine (when she's feeling "titty positive"), I feel like a sexy little Catholic schoolgirl, a wide-eyed seductive little waif, a skinny 1960's miniskirted gogo dancer, a wood nymph dancing naked in the moonlight surrounded by hairy satyrs with enormous hard-ons! I love my little titties and I know other people do, too!

I love that! You sound so deliciously sexy!

[karategrrl]

I feel like a sexy little Catholic schoolgirl, a wide-eyed seductive little waif, a skinny 1960's miniskirted gogo dancer, a wood nymph dancing naked in the moonlight surrounded by hairy satyrs with enormous hard-ons!

Grrl, let me just say YOU MADE MY DAY.

[Vendetta]

The problem is when the person herself is a bigger-breast favoring and there is no boyfriend that can change that. I suppose that when a person thinks about implants, she wants to do that for herself, not anyone else?

[strongirl]

For those of you who consider getting "new boobies", as I have occasionally, and for whom part of the problem is a big-breast favoring boyfriend (unlike mine), I'd like to propose the concept that maybe you should get a new boyfriend instead of new boobies.

I can't say for sure since each relationship is unique and there's always the whole situation to consider. But think about the possibility that it would be:

1) Cheaper and better for your finances.
2) Better for your physical health.
3) Better for your mental health and self esteem.
4) Better for your sex life, with a new boyfriend who loves your tits.

I don't know but I do think it is something to consider.

[dani1983]

I used to LOOOOVE my boobies. 34 b, high up there. Gorgeous! but then i lost some weight, then i regained it, and now i don't like them anymore. They are still 34 b, high up there, but..I don't know.. maybe its time that momma gets some new boobies

[strongirl]

There's some good shit going down in the large breast support group on loving our bodies and celebrating our wonderful breasts, regardless of their size. For those of you who can't listen to large-breasted girls appreciating their breasts without feeling envious, don't visit. But if you're more into body acceptance and appreciation regardless of shape or size, check it out, by all means.

In keeping with that sentiment, I am dedicating my evening to loving my body and adoring my sexy little titties and I recommend you all do likewise!

I have such smokin' hot little 34A's that my boyfriend cannot keep his eyes nor hands nor mouth off them! And I just got back from the clothes-optional hot springs and hey - neither could anyone else! While AnnaK in the large busties group feels like a Russ Meyer babe or a cartoon superheroine (when she's feeling "titty positive"), I feel like a sexy little Catholic schoolgirl, a wide-eyed seductive little waif, a skinny 1960's miniskirted gogo dancer, a wood nymph dancing naked in the moonlight surrounded by hairy satyrs with enormous hard-ons! I love my little titties and I know other people do, too!

Yep, I get insecure sometimes, and yep, sometimes I think bigger would be better. But deep down I know mine are totally hot just the way they are. I love my little titties!

[anarch]

"If you don't like me as I am, then fuck you!"

Hell YEAH!

I started feeling that way in my early 20s (I'm mid-30s now). It's a built-in asshole-filter, and my cod there sure are a lot of 'em to slog through.

Also with you on the "B or C cup is not small, WTF?" Man. That change has happened just in the past couple decades. Our society's technology outpaces its ability to treat women with respect as individuals.

[karategrrl]

Thanx girls. Do I feel better already? Well, no. I do, however, feel a tremendous amount of support. I know the responses are from people like me, less than a B cup, not from my friends or family who have small boobs (B or C cup) and think they understand. They are not small boobs to me. They are HUGE boobs.

I too feel the pain when people refer to Bs or even Cs as "small." I'm like, "What the Fuck??!" If that's "small," I'm practically concave in comparison.

karategrrl... You are very inspiring. Have you ever felt like me? It seems that you may have been unhappy about your size but you can deal with it now. I wish to one day be comfortable with myself. As you suggested, I'm trying to find something I do like about myself. I have lost about 20 lbs over a period of time. My belly and butt look so much better (they were really gross) but of course what little "umf" I had in my breasts from the extra weight has gone. (When I gained the weight originally, I still wore the same bras, I just filled them up better. Of course, I was the only person who could tell they were ever bigger. Now there is extra space in my bra.) Anyway...I can wear cuter, tighter clothes now and that makes me feel better about myself. I guess I have to take the bad with the good.

Wow, I'm amazed I'm inspiring, and that you'd wonder if I ever felt like you!! I'm very flattered and I thank you! To answer your question, yes, I have felt like you. I hadn't thought about it, but yes, I guess overall I have felt much, much better about this issue in the past year or so--definetely since discovering this online forum! The internet has really been a big help to me--this place has been a godsend to me--an anonymous place to talk to other women like me (not women with B and C cups who are "small"...GRRR!). And also reading all there is to know on the internet about breast implants has been a huge help in shaping my feelings about my body. There was a time when I thought seriously about implants, and I set out to research all I could about it. I was honestly shocked to find all the negative possibilities that come with the procedure, and I've come to realize how much I actually do love my body and breasts because I could never go under the knife to change them. I think if I got implants, there'd be a part of me that would miss my little ones and wish I could have just loved them as they were. don't get me wrong--if they got bigger due to menopause or pregnancy or something, I'd be totally grooving on them, but there would be no inner conflict because it happened naturally. Hope that makes sense. I know I may be contradicting myself because I've said here in the past that if there was some totally safe and simple way to enlarge my breasts--no more complicated or harmful than dying my hair or using maekup--I'd probably do it. Surgery is just a line I won't cross.

Maybe some of my liberation has come from my age and life experiences, too. I'm nearing 40 and in a lot of ways feeling like I no longer have anything to prove to anyone. I feel more confident in my feeling of, "If you don't like me as I am, then fuck you!" Ha. Also, having lived through some really difficult things, It's put the breast size issue into perspective for me.

Ailurophile, we must be built very much alike. I, too, have lost some weight recently and though it has done wonders for my butt, it's made my already small breasts even smaller. If only we could selectively gain and lose weight from various body areas...ha.

[honeybunch]

And about large-breasted women saying big breasts aren't all they're cracked up to be, I truly appreciate the honesty and it does make me feel grateful for what I have and helps me realize that every body type has its challenges. However...I never wanted gi-normous breasts anyway--just B cups, which as far as I know do not cause back problems, difficulty finding big-enough bras or tops, or men to leer like convicts just freed from prison.
That's what I mean grrrl. I don't want big breasts, just B-cups. Just SOME breasts. Big breasted girls have to deal with many physical problems whereas some small ladies usually have to deal with psychological problems. Big breasted women psychological problems can be big like having jerks staring at their chests but what the hell, they love having breasts and ask any of them if they do and I bet they'll say yes. I'm not saying our situation is worse, I'm only saying that I would prefer having men staring at them if that meant the person I choose to be with does too, than looking at myself in the mirror and see a pre-pubescent chest. Anyway, since I don't want huge breasts, that wouldn't even happen. I keep saying to myself that its discomfort is okay when everyone around me has at least a hint of cleavage. And jesus, I find it soooo beautiful, so how and why wouldn't he??

Please add me to the I-just-want-bcups club!!! I really wouldn't want to be bigger than the half size between b and c. I know if they were just a bit bigger I could have a bit of cleavage. That's all I really want.

I feel inspired by the women here who can accept and love the small breasts, I'm just not there yet. This has been a big issue for me for a long time.

IA with the bold.