[buttercups]

I second that confession epi- don't know why I do that either, but for whatever reason I can't stop.

[epinephrine]

Confession: sometimes I go digging through Facebook for things I know I don't wanna know.

Confession: sometimes I find them. Go me.

[archegonia]

i confess: i'm hellbent on getting published this year. i will. yep.

i also confess: the girleffect.org intro video will not leave my mind and i'm so happy it wont. my broke ass is going to do something for the girleffect this year.

and thus i confess: nothing's gonna stop me

(thx damona, i cleansed the dread off. much fresher. clinging to optimism love & light)

[auralpoison]

Confession: I hate my memory. I always seem to remember much more than other people do without even trying. Sometimes it rankles. I know it's petty, but it still bugs me.

Confession: I wish I wasn't so damned boy crazy sometimes. They make me nuts, but I just like them so much!

Confession: I enjoyed the short time when your were alllll mine. I can't say that I'm going to like sharing you again. Especially with the one whose heart you broke & the one who broke yours. But we both know if it comes down to you making a choice it'll always, always be me.

[foryoursplendor]

Confession: I LOVE filing my taxes. I just received my tax package from the government and now all I can think about is getting all of my documents so that I can get filing.

Confession: It bothers me to think that I may not be able to file until late March because one of my employers might be slow in mailing out documents.

I also love filing my taxes, and can't wait this year! I moved, so I have to call a couple of places to give them my new address for my T4's. I'm afraid some will go to the old address

[conbot]

Confession: I LOVE filing my taxes. I just received my tax package from the government and now all I can think about is getting all of my documents so that I can get filing.

Confession: It bothers me to think that I may not be able to file until late March because one of my employers might be slow in mailing out documents.

[damona]

another confession: i feel the dread descending again. its lonely and fucking boring being a stay at home mom. if i dont find a job in the next few months i'm not going to be able to support my family. and i need to meet people, i need to get out. i feel like i'm in a box.

(((((((((archegonia)))))))))

[zoya]

confession: I don't think my heart will ever be happy. Everyone around me gets the good stuff but me. Even the people who are the biggest trainwrecks. I get good luck in my work situations and that's about it. Great. I think the universe just wants me to do everything for myself, by myself. I don't fucking understand why the universe seems to have it out for me in the personal relationship area and I am completely emotionally tapped by having even the best people I know, who are universally known as good solid people, go south on me for no apparent reason.

I feel like whatever light used to be inside me has completely gone out. I can't be that positive supportive person anymore. I'm tired of giving with no return. Everything just seems pointless. (don't worry, I'm too much of a pussy to do anything to myself, so I will trudge on, completely grey, empty, and hopeless.)

It's kinda looking like I FINALLY FUCKING GOT THE GOOD STUFF. Hanging in there, fighting the good fight, and learning exactly who I am and not changing that for anyone seems to have finally paid the fuck off. (Also a bit of serendipity helped) we shall see.....

[archegonia]

confession: i though i was too old for threes-a-crowd. i thought it was a sisterhood. i've examined my feelings thoroughly. its not jelousy, certainly not envy. its wounded. i feel sorry for myself. i feel as if one of the three is loved more than me. i feel hurt. i gotta go wash this off. its silliness.

another confession: i feel the dread descending again. its lonely and fucking boring being a stay at home mom. if i dont find a job in the next few months i'm not going to be able to support my family. and i need to meet people, i need to get out. i feel like i'm in a box.

uuugh, this feeling sorry for myself business is not working for me. i need a zap. some refreshing new energy. a babysitter...

[epinephrine]

Confession: I've got exams in a week and I'm not studying.

Confession: I'm not studying because I can't stop reading Twilight.

God, I'm so ashamed...

[damona]

confession: i am so incredibly glad that christmas is over. it is so much work and stress and money that i don't have, i really don't have much holiday spirit by the time it's finally over.

[missladyj]

I love the pewter glitter ones! Yeah for shoes! nice work AP

[Persiflager]

Oh wow, just.........wow.

Those shoes have crossed the Hideousness Horizon into Awesome Land.

[auralpoison]

They are fucking HIDEOUS, Persi. Seriously. And über fucking trendy, but I couldn't help myself because they remind me of shoes my mom wore back when I was a wee lass. She had a pair that were white with blue glitter heels that I adored. These are surprisingly comfortable for being five inch heels. The purple suede, black pony, & pewter glitter Litas. They are fugly as hell, but many of us could not resist her siren song. And she goes with almost everything. I have yet to come up with a non-cute outfit/Lita pairing. I can't stop playing with them at Polyvore.

[Persiflager]

I demand pictures of the AP A/W trilogy!

[foryoursplendor]

confession. I am looking at shoes on line and busting instead of getting work done for grad school

story of my life, lol.

[auralpoison]

Confession: I have a serious problem. And that problem is called shoes. I love shoes, I really really really do. I can't have enough of 'em. I want. I desire. I COVET. It's how I fill the hole. Right now in my direct line of vision are fourteen pairs of shoes I have never worn outside of my home. It's like Imelda Marcos up in here! Were I not a hell of a bargain shopper I would feel more ridiculous than I already do.

Today I completed the trilogy of shoes I wanted for A/W finally. They are UGLY. I know this, but they make me smile. When I wore a pair out to dinner back home, my old man tilted his head & looked at me like a confused caribou, "Those were ugly in 1972 & they are ugly now." Thankfully he knows I am insane & he thinks it's cute, so I get away with it.

But the funny thing? Is that I don't wear shoes very often. When I go home, I dress to the nines with shoes & accessories & all that shit, but here in podunk I wear flipflops all the time.

I often wonder if this is how my grandma looked at all of the creepy fucking dolls in her "doll room".

Confession: I am kinda FB lazy & as long as I do not recall actively hating you, I will accept your friend request. The other day I accepted a gal whose name didn't sound familiar, but she looked familiar so what the hell, right? Yeah, she was a girl I was friends with in sixth grade that lived on the next block. We were supposed to ride our bikes one day & I waited for her outside of her garage while she grabbed her bike from inside. She came out of the garage, went into her house, & she never spoke to me again. Turned out she'd walked into the garage & found her dad had committed suicide by car exhaust. They moved within a week. Huh.

[anarch]

Confession: I drink cream. It's so good.

[lapis]

Confession: I am scared that after all this time and effort there will be nothing. How many years of life can one possibly regret? And I hate using birth control and hate being single--conundrum.

[genghis cunt]

Confession: I am so broke right now it's sad. I am so embarassed and ashamed that I will barely be able to do anything for christmas this year. I just want to sleep until Jauary 2nd.