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> write a letter...one you'll never send
bohemiax
post May 3 2006, 11:17 AM
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Dear R,

I've been thinking, I really don't have feelings for you in the romantic way. I have friendship feelings for you, but I don't want to kiss you or have you in my bed. My bed is special to me. And you don't belong in it. You are too young for me. You prefer video games over intellectual wit. I want a man...you are a boy. So I'm going to tell you today that I think we should just be friends. Sexually we're not working out and that's important to me. You're too purist for me. If I wanted an Amish boy, I'd go to Pennsylvania. So don't be upset, we can still kick it and be friends...just no dating or anything like that.

Sorry,
J
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crazyoldcatlady
post May 3 2006, 10:13 AM
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dear self-
calm the FUCK down. now you're just getting sloppy; missing deadlines, missing paperwork. gettin' yo panties in a bunch ain't gonna help.
:::breathe:::

GAH!
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culturehandy
post May 3 2006, 09:25 AM
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From: Oh boobs


Dear boy,

Are your fingers broken?

Me.


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Hatred does not cease in this world by hating, but by not hating; this is an eternal truth. --- Buddah, The Dhammapada
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lucizoe
post May 3 2006, 07:42 AM
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dear self,

quit being so mean to us! you have a cold! it's a sucky sucky sucky little cold, but it's knocked you out and there you go. you have to respect it, or it's just going to last longer. you would be working on your to-do list if you were well, but you are not. you are ill.

so, brew your tea, pop in a movie, watch the kitties lick their right forepaws in total synchronicity (weird), and chill.

lurve,
self
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missthing
post May 3 2006, 07:01 AM
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Um, I mean "think I'm gonna..."
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missthing
post May 3 2006, 07:01 AM
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Dear designermedusa,

Thank I'm gonna copy your letter to yourself and send it to myself.

Thanks,
MissThing
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designermedusa
post May 2 2006, 04:41 PM
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From: Florida


Dear self,

I'm proud of you for not worrying or thinking too much about I today. You know when you don't worry good things always happen and are received.

Love,

E
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sassypants
post May 2 2006, 04:17 PM
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Universe,

I loved meeting "him" and seeing hearts and sparkles and hearing a little choir of angelic voices. But please, can I meet him again? And this time can you please grant either one of us the power of speech long enough to actually ask for phone numbers. I've never felt that love-at-first-site thing before, please don't let it be for nowt!

Merci
Sassypants

Ps. Blushing, though cute, is not my best look. Maybe put a halt to that responce to his gaze. Maybe some air-brushing instead? But, he can still blush. That's cute.
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bohemiax
post May 2 2006, 09:54 AM
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From: Texas


Dear S,

How fucking presumptious of you to think the "opportunity was there" to still have sex with me. What do you think I'm sitting here pining away for you, not moving on with my life and just wasting everyday thinking about you? How conceited can you be? Honestly, you prove to me time and time again that you are worthless to me. That you are just a user and abuser. You say I shouldn't get to the point where I don't care, but honestly I want to get to that point, because I DON'T WANT TO CARE ABOUT YOU ANYMORE. I hate you more than words can say. I want to spew venom at you. If I were you I wouldn't expect to hear from me ever again. I wouldn't expect a call from me after I come back from Vermont. I don't expect to hear from you on my birthday, or any other time for that matter.

Finished,
J
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dandelion
post May 2 2006, 09:45 AM
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Dear ...,

I know that I can do nothing about this now, and my fate has been sealed since February, but I just found out the bar exam results come out tomorrow morning. I worked so hard and this has been a year of my life. I like my job and am happy with my position in life and I don't want to get fired. Please, please don't let me fail a second time. I am so, so scared, I just want this so badly and I can't imagine how I will face anyone or myself if I get bad results. Please, oh please, oh please, let me have passed. Then I can do all the things I have wanted to do but have put on hold for so many months, waiting for this moment. Please give me strength to look up the results and deal with whatever comes my way tomorrow. I don't remember wanting something so badly in a very long time, and I really don't know what will happen to my career or my spirit if I didn't pass.

Me
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melinamarie
post May 2 2006, 07:41 AM
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livelyupurself
post May 2 2006, 06:49 AM
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Dear you (again),

I am so proud of you for what you did last night. It took guts to admit it and face it all head on like that. And I am so glad you did. I forgive you, I'm not mad, just very worried and relieved too. I really do love you more than I can say. I hate to see you struggle and in pain. I think you were given some promising leads. Please, stay on top of them. I can help, but I can't do it for you. I will, however, hold your hand every step of the way, if that is what you want. I meant it when I said I love you more than the moon and the stars, even if it sounds way cornier than it did when we young.

me
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bunnyb
post May 2 2006, 05:41 AM
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Dear back/shoulder,

Please stop hurting. I am in agony here and cannot turn to my left and the pain is spreading down my arm.
I don't understand how I could just wake up to so much pain - it was the other shoulder that I slammed the car boot door down upon on Sunday night so by rights it should be that side that's hurting (although it is affecting my typing and that's not good just now).

I'm in pain, cut me some slack.

bunnyb


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sassygrrl
post May 2 2006, 05:05 AM
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(apologies for being a thread hog)

Dear friends, Did I not get the "Let's not talk to J" memo? I mean I come back from this kick ass trip from Portland, and no one is to be found. I miss you all. And, pretty soon I won't be near any of you. It would just be nice to get a phone call or an email once and a while. I know everyone is busy, but jesus. One phone call to check in.

Dear me, stop with the fucking insomnia and get some sleep. I know you're worried about the job market. Also, what's with the depression lately? You're sassy. Go out there and be it damnit!

Parents, stop freaking the fuck out over little things like phone bills. I know that we're all strapped for cash lately. I WILL find a job. Quit making me feel bad. Support me. I know it's frustating because you're in a different state. But, I'm fine with that really. There's a good deal of space. Although, portland trip was a load of fun, and I got to see you as people instead of my "parents." It was a nice change of pace. Now, you're back to leaving me hate emails and hate voicemails. What gives?

Dear body, what's with the water weight lately? I feel so bloaty. Please drink more water.

Portland guy, I so like you. Why the fuck must you be a million miles away? Why can't you just come to Atlanta for awhile....and shag me rotten. :-)


Atlanta boys, where are you? Everyone I meet lately is such a bore. Could it kill some of you to read and follow the news? Ugh.

D, I hate you. I hate that you still invade my dreams. I hate that you hurt me, and caused me so much pain. I hate that it is still taking me too long to get over you. You weren't that great. Everyone told me that he was the lucky one, and no one congratulated me on the engagement. They didn't know. They didn't know about the bruises. I want you to burn in hell. Karma's a bitch baby. Just know that. I just hope for K's sake that he got away from you fucked up Klanish redneck "beat her, and that'll solve the problems" family. What the fuck did I almost marry in? Where the hell was my brain? I'm alive. That's all that counts. You're far far away. You can't hurt me anymore. Fuck you.









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anarch
post May 1 2006, 11:56 PM
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dear universe,
please let that FedEx guy be honest and that he sealed the envelope without doing anything heinous. please let the envelope get there on time and be stamped as "received."
also, could you maybe help me get my act together, because I've been scattered for a while now and it doesn't seem to be getting better.
But most of all, please let that FedEx guy be as nice as he seemed, because identity theft would screw me up royally. Thank you.
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voodoo_princess
post May 1 2006, 08:53 PM
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Dear E,
What is going on with you? You seem to have been withdrawing more and more over the past year and now when I do get to see you, it's like being around a stranger. I noticed it starting when you started dating J and I just chalked it up to the newness of the relationship between the two of you. So what can I chalk it up to now? You never call anymore, unless you want something. You never come by, ever, and I live right up the street from you and your work so you could stop by anytime. I am no longer comfortable coming to your house because you and J's behavior makes me feel uncomfortable, like I'm some intruder instead of like I'm your FRIEND. You seem so FAKE and DISTRACTED when I see you, like you're ON or something. Like an actress. I have tried to invite you both to do things, to involve J now that you seemed to have felt the need to MARRY this person, not that you invited me or anything! But, when I ask you to do things with me, you tell me you have to see what HIS mood is? and call me back!!!! Then you don't call back. I invite you to do something and you refuse to make a decision until you ASK HIM, except he's OUT with friends and you can't get ahold of him and when he does get home HE has ALREADY MADE PLANS for BOTH of you. Good thing you were waiting around all day to ASK HIM about OUR plans while he was out making plans for both of you and NOT waiting around to ask you (can you FEEL the sarcasm there?). Then you cave in and do what HE wants you to do with HIS friends even though I asked WAY IN ADVANCE for you to get together with me! God, you almost seem like a snob, like you're too good to hang out with me and the Mr. now that you're married. It also seems that maybe J is calling ALL the shots and CHOOSING your friends for you. I can't believe either that you come to my daughters birthday party, hardly speak to anyone EXCEPT J, who doesn't speak to ANYONE and you both huddle in the corner of the kitchen with your son who totally freaks out about EVERYONE and EVERYTHING (maybe you guys are taking "close knit family" a bit far, huh?) Maybe you should pull that "I'm SOOOOOO married" pole out of your ASS and be a fucking friend, get out a bit more, try socialising your son a bit (with someone besides J...... and you wonder why your son SUPER FREAKS over everything?) and try to dislodge yourself from his (your son's) ass a bit (what are you trying to do, keep him from growing up? from having actual experiences?), J's ass too (GET UNSTUCK GIRL, THERE IS MORE TO LIFE) I'm not sure why I even care because the more I think about it, the more you seem like a person I wouldn't want to be friends with anyway. You want someone who will be there for YOU, but where are you when someone else is in need. Oh, that's right, you're at home playing Polly Perfect with you're neurotic 1 year old and a husband you've KNOWN LESS THAN A YEAR!
You know, now that I've written this, I don't think we are friends anymore. And I'm OK with that. The world is FULL of shallow people, I can find another one of you if I want to, or maybe I'll hold out for a REAL friend.
R
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designermedusa
post May 1 2006, 08:07 PM
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Dear I,

Please send us what we have been waiting for. It will make life so much easier, and we can start our new goals.

E

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lilacwine13
post May 1 2006, 06:13 PM
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Dear self,
Would it kill you not to be such a bitch? You've been in their shoes, you know what it's like (on both sides), yet you act even worse than everyone else. Please, remember karma and to watch your mouth. You aren't being funny, you're being mean.
--your concious

Dear AZ Guy,
I am very confused and kinda wish you'd stop acting so nice and affectionate. Last week you told me you didn't want this, but now you're acting like you do. I'm not a mind reader and am afraid to ask you what you're thinking.
--lilac


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starpiste
post May 1 2006, 06:11 PM
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Self,
Why all the insecurity? I don't get it but just the mention of him hanging out with them today made you wince. You were at work and it's not like it was hidden from you. You hang out with him alone sometimes so what does it matter.
I want to find some way to deal with the insecurty but it's new and I'm not sure where to go. Don't get wrapped up in it because it makes no sense. They all love you and that is secure and stable. Stop worrying. please.

S.
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bohemiax
post May 1 2006, 05:48 PM
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Dear S,

You will think about seeing me in person? Why do I even bother? I don't need to be friends with someone who has to "think" about seeing me in person. I wanted to tell you about R, and how he and I are sorta in a relationship, but aren't official because I don't want to be...yet. I wanted to tell you that I don't want to talk to you unless you can learn to be my friend and invite me places and do things with me. I wanted to tell you, that I'm so drugged and numbed to what you do now days. I wanted to tell you how this person treats me so much better than you ever did/will. I wanted to tell you that yes I still love you, but I can't control you. I wanted to tell you so much, but if you don't let me see you in person, how can I?

Love,
J
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