[doodlebug]

Ha ha! Poor confused mouse! "Cack" came into existence a few weeks ago, via a poeme that the lovely FJ wrote for me when I was feeling depressed and contemplated phoning Tom Cruise for some advice.

FJ's Infamous Cack Poeme

ETA: I see the tip of minx's vagina tattoo in one photo, I think. I wanna see the whole thing!

[whammy_bar]

Hi folks!

Man I tried to get in during the week but I was all tired again. I've got the big shiny super mac at work but can only use it for work-- I really want to make a good impression -- I'm taking a ton of responsibilty and it's working! I passed my probation period and get there every day early and meet all my deadlines early.

I've got some good money these days but the moving thing is going to be a lot of suckage - so I'm trying to buy nothing. Just more to haul and throw away, and the way it always goes, you end up spending more on the apartment and moving than you want to.

I've seen some really cool things on craigslist and am going to try to call them tonight and see them tomorrow! Something like that. It took me forever to get my butt in gear today.

Hey tyger, good luck on the job, I hope it went well!! I found waiting tables wasn't as hard as people say. Almost everybody is nice and you don't have to keep everything in your head, write it down on a pad.

Hooray for turbos bike and for tart having tartlette!! That woman in the greenhouse was super nice!! Hooray for turbo's new bike too!!

FJ you are freaking awesome for giving that woman your soup!

Hi Msgoofball! It's nice to be missed as minxy would say! Hi divalla tyger catsoup doodle and poodle!! Karianne and Marileen are back too! and plynn sighting! fan freaking tastic. I missed you all. I miss my real life friends too.


But a new job plus dentistry is a lot to carry...

Oh, Kundalini yoga is yoga all about waking up the snake of energy that is your spine. They just have gentle postures and hand positions and chanting. It sounds pretty woo hoo, but i figured it would be fun and relaxing and I need somethign like that once a week to remind me to be nice to myself.

And, I didn't entrirely believe in it but this time a really cool little dinky spanish woman in bright lipstick took over the class and as I went though the motions and concentrated on what they wanted us to picture I could really feel all those rainbow colored chakras and this kind a tremblything the whole way up.

We were working on insight chakra, and really, when I release bodily energy that's all around my bottom four vertebrae fused together and my stomach pooch it's kind of unhappy trapped energy, there is sadness I don't usually let myself feel. But it's okay, I can consciously integrate it.

I have a good journal which is just a spiral notebook and i can write as much or little as I like, and I faced what makes me sad and I can separate and not repeat it in my life...

very cool.

I think everybody needs a certain amount of money power and control in their lives poodle so don't feel guilty or bad about it. I need a certain amount to feel happy too! I am really crossing my fingers about this big lofty like place for reasonable money in a cool location. It just listed today so I wish I'd gotten my ass going sooner.

This is like, cloudy and unpleasantly cold and damp here even with all the big flowery green budlings on all the tress and it feels like it's 5 am all freaking day and i drink coffee and eat food and drink coffee and eat food and still -----blahhhhh!!!

Maybe we'll see the apartment tomorrow or otherwise just get it settled and i can relax a bit and just work like crazy throwing out and selling a cleaning ten years worth of accumulated goodies I pretty much don't care about anymore.

Yeah!! A new life is in my cards at least according to my last tarot reading. And just looking at the facts.

I want to paint the window frames yellow green or yellow orange and hang up the prisms I have saved, to throw rainbows all over the place. And have people over.