[ginger_kitty]

I fear my husbands bro is never going to fork over the cash he owes him. Not just b/c we could REALLY use the money, but also b/c my hubby already has strained relations with his family, and I really want them to come through for him, just once in his life.

I am just mad as hell that a co-worker with a big boobs and a pretty face, uses her looks to advance at work/gets attention at work by flashing males her tits and manipulates people into liking her through feeling sorry for her with constant sob stories. Boo fucking hoo, lots of us have had hard knock lives....get over it. And using your body like that irritates me to no end when so many women are fighting to be taken seriously in the workplace.

[lilacwine13]

Yesterday I cleaned the kitchen and the floors, and when I say "cleaned" I mean "moved everything around to get at dirt," and this was all before work. This weekend I reorganized my papers, my dresser, got rid of a bunch of stuff I don't need or use, went grocery shopping, went clothes shopping, went out Saturday night, prepared a dinner that is labor intensive, did my taxes, worked out, did a job search, and today I went for a walk and cleaned the bathroom (all before working a 10 hour shift), but after deciding to sleep in because I was fricking tired, and I wrote in my journal, which is something I haven't done in a long time.

Right now I am ready to kill AZ Guy because he said all I do is "sit around and watch TV."

[llamas]

I personally share a bed with a MMORPGer, and it drives me freaking nuts. Especially since I feel like it takes priority over me. Yet I just bought him a second computer for it yesterday, in hopes it will make him stop feeling sorry for himself (and thus making me miserable) for a while. Such a damned copout.

I really wish the cute bassist had done more than pet me on Saturday. I know it's wrong, but I could definitely use it! (See above. )

[pollystyrene]

Planning a surprise party for my boyfriend has been very easy because I'm used to not telling him things.

[mivee]

i lied to someone i really care about
about something big
and i have no clue about where to start fixing things (or if i want to)

[erinjane]

I'm extremely jealous of zoya.

[culturehandy]

Because of how intense university and my job is often I prefer watching and reading fluff as compared to something with a message. I find somethings with a message behind it to be pretentious.

While on occassion I do like something with a deep meaning.

[ginger_kitty]

I really don't think Gladiator was the cinematic masterpiece everyone said it was.

Me either, and I think Russel Crowe is an overrated actor. I can't really think of any movie of his, that I liked.

Confession, I have abused my long lasting cold using it as an excuse to get out of several things, including a visit from my mil.

[zoya]

I met someone that I could fall in love with. Like, really fall in love.

[culturehandy]

I really don't think Gladiator was the cinematic masterpiece everyone said it was.

[doodlebug]

confession: I STILL fucking love Iron Maiden.

But only with Bruce Dickinson in the band.

[erinjane]

I steal office supplies from my job at the women's centre because I'm a poor student.

[doodlebug]

confession: I am really scared that the post-surgery follow-up with the gynecologist, when it finally happens, will see me presented with the information that my uterus has to go.

[aliboo]

I like using this thread to clear my conscious. I don't know any other forum in my public or private life where I can be honest with how I feel 100% of the time...so I use this thread to get it off my back.

I saw the chick who lives next to us in the hall today. She always has her stereo up so loud it vibrates my living room wall. Sometimes I think about leaving her a note on her door saying turn that shit down. Today when I saw her in the hallway she looked like such a smug bitch. I wanted to tackle her and beat her all while screaming turn down your fucking stereo once in a while.

See there we go with the anger problems again.

[pollystyrene]

I feel the same way (to an extent- I occasionally play video games, but they're basically kid games and I can't do it for more than an hour or so), particularly about LARP/RPG'ers. Unfortunately, I share a bed with one of the doofuses, but I'm grateful because he could be worse.

I can't explain it, and I'm not religious, but the only word I can think of is that it seems unholy. I guess part of it is that these people are so eerily obsessed with these games that the outside world doesn't seem to exist. Like they're inside rolling dice while the whole world moves around them. It's just kinda tragic and annoying.

[raisingirl]

I have pretty much zero respect for adults who are obsessed with playing video/computer/etc. games, especially LARPers.

[freckleface2727]

one of my good friends called and asked to come over yesterday bc she said she "needed to talk to me" and it wasn't something she could discuss over the phone, and it might make me cry.

my mind immediately jumped to all sorts of horrible places, but in reality, she is pregnant again and as her husband is slated to be gone at the time she is due, has asked me to be her delivery coach in his place.

while I really am floored by her asking me (not by the news itself, I knew they were trying), I felt a bit disappointed that That was it. that I was internally actually mentally somewhat leaning towards her having some sort of terrible disease or the like.

what a sick sick person I am!!!!

and I feel bad bc I don't feel I gave her the appropriate and expected response that she deserved at the news... I wasn't suprised though, and it's not that big of a deal to me.. I like your current kid yah.. but you're breeding again ?

[aliboo]

I "swore on my life" that I wouldn't do something again and did it again anyways. Now I'm waiting for a lightening bolt to come strike me down anytime now. But I'm hoping the real lesson learned was to not to "swear" at all. Not on something as important as my life...not to as something as important as my God. You know I've probably done it before but for some reason this time I really am upset that I said such a thing, probably b/c I watched myself do what I did again w/ little or no remorse to myself. And it makes me wonder how much I care about myself. Or maybe I am reading far too into all of this, but the realization still sticks that I need to get my shit together. Yes somehow I came to that conclusion now just rambling.


I am slightly disappointed that the pregnancy test was negative.

[culturehandy]

misslady, I also used to do ther same thing. My routine was to get high, then masturbate, then clean the house and listen to music that made me pretend I was a dancer.

Yuefie, I cannot watch extreme makeover with bawling. Ever.

I have violent fantasies about hurting people I loathe.

[anna k]

I'm afraid that I will never date again because I simply won't give anyone a chance.

I'm afraid that I am devoid of affection because I don't like anyone fussing over me or kissing me. I feel like a cold bitch.