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Arcadia
Anytime, misslady!
I also agree with you about Christians. I'm not too good when dealing with them, either.

I must sound like some horrible girl, but really, I do like a lot of people.
Not just *specific* types.
ginger_kitty
I laughed when I heard a lady I don't like at work fell and hurt herself. She tried to get me fired before, so I just dislike her as a person.

I often have trouble with Christians, as well. I just can't wrap my hand around the beliefs or the blind faith.
llamas
I have a problem with a lot of Christians who are even slightly fundamentalist too, as so much nastiness (racism, sexism, homophobia, war, etc.) is based upon their version of "faith." Love one another, my ass.

Also, I got way too much joy out of imagining flinging my stapler over the cube wall to make the annoying woman on the other side shut up.
aquagirl3
I'm 8 months pregnant and seriously considering hooking up with a girl from Craigslist who wants to be with a pregnant girl! heehee
I feel dirty.
missladyj
I think it would be totally awesome if there was an ignore function for real life. There are sooo many people I would totally fuckin ignore. it'd be the best thing ever.
culturehandy
Word on the Christians.

Okay now my confession. I really enojy threesomes with two men. A lot.
lilacwine13
I received an email from a company that is in the field that I want to work in, wondering if I was still interested in applying. I want to call them back tomorrow, but I'm scared to do so.

I'm jealous of AZ Guy because he got better graduation presents than I did.

I wish I had the ignore function IRL too.
zoya
I'm not so anti any specific personal belief as I am anti-organized religion. Can't stand it. Having been brought up Catholic I can say that all it did for me is made me realize how I would NOT bring up a child. Specific personal spiritual beliefs are fine with me as long as they are kept to the believer. I dont' care what you believe, just don't foist it on me, and I won't foist my shit on you. 'nuff said.




Arcadia
Zoya, I totally agree with you.

On my Facebook under the religion link I have written "Organized religion makes me want to vom."

I believe in spirituality and I don't believe anyone's religion is wrong, I just really can't stand it when religious people try to throw what they feel/think/believe onto me. I believe in a "higher power" myself, but I don't beat people to death with my beliefs so why should they try and do it to me?

I was also "brought up" Catholic, and I hated going to church with a passion because I hated the way the religion always made me feel guilty. No matter what I did I felt like God was always watching and I was swiftly on my way to Hell.

Mr. Arc shares the same beliefs I do, which is very odd because he grew up the son of two pastors. Very strange indeed.
rantrave88
My roommate and I spent an hour and a half reading about bots, and looking at random girls on facebook.

I then proceeded to look at various porn sites for an hour.

I wear Axe deodorant.

When the evil frat boys next door to us play beer pong outside, I cross the street to pass by them because I'm scared they will yell.

I forgot to take my medicine all week.






freckleface7
while I am heartbroken that the only neighbors we are close with are moving.. I am secretly thrilled to be getting our old extra refridgerator back that they have been "barowing" for the past 2 years.

finally a space dedicated soley to the purpose of ice cream and cold drinks- genius!


today I spent a great amount of time on the phone trying to track the right county/city authorities to find out who owned the rental house on the other side of us bc the people living there haven't cut their back yard in more than a month & it's getting really bad.
I could have just walked over there & said something to them, but am afraid of getting sucked into more drama and honestly? I'm too
damned
lazi to get off my ass and go there.


I love the smell of axe rantrave, I bet you smell terrific. biggrin.gif



ps: it took me about 2 hours to finally reach someone at City Housing.. they are going to "send someone out to asses the situation" at the neighbors next door. I probably should fee bad but I don't.
freckleface7
the neighbor boy cut the grass yesterday, and the mr & I sat out on our backyard swing and tried not to look smug when he was doing it.

but hey- if I can Pay Him to cut our yard while the mr is away and he does so willingly.. why can't he cut theirs as needed?

I confess I actively dislike most people in the area I am living in. sad.gif
zora
It bugs me that people confuse me with Zoya. I like Zoya, but I'm not her and folks here think I am.
pollystyrene
QUOTE(zora @ May 25 2007, 03:36 PM) *
It bugs me that people confuse me with Zoya. I like Zoya, but I'm not her and folks here think I am.


I've caught myself mixing you guys up once in awhile. rolleyes.gif

It was worse when there was a "tatiana" and a "tatina".
zoya
QUOTE(zora @ May 25 2007, 01:36 PM) *
It bugs me that people confuse me with Zoya. I like Zoya, but I'm not her and folks here think I am.



hahaha - zora, I feel the same way! Every time someone responds to me and says "zora" I feel compelled to reply (and most often do) with "I am zoya. I love zora, but I'm not her!"

it used to be worse - there used to be a "roya" in the Lounge as well.
erinjane
QUOTE(zora @ May 25 2007, 03:36 PM) *
It bugs me that people confuse me with Zoya. I like Zoya, but I'm not her and folks here think I am.



The only reason I don't do this is because I happen to have a cousin named Zoya. Zoya on bust is the only other zoya I can ever recall meeting (and I'm not even sure if her real name is zoya). tongue.gif
zora
Wow Polly, that would have thrown me. I tend to not see extra syllables in words so I would have confused those two as well.
QUOTE
It was worse when there was a "tatiana" and a "tatina".
zoya
actually, the funny thing is, zoya has been my screen name forever - but my real name is the same as another bustie's screen name... that gets REALLY interesting when I've met busties IRL!!
pollystyrene
QUOTE(zora @ May 25 2007, 08:23 PM) *
Wow Polly, that would have thrown me. I tend to not see extra syllables in words so I would have confused those two as well.


One or both of them, if I remember correctly, was involved in that flamewar a few months ago with "hummingbird" and it was soooo confusing because I think they were each arguing different sides of the issue....what a mess.

At least with you, I can associate your avatar...as long as you don't change it (sounds like you're a big Laurie Anderson fan, so I doubt that will be happening soon...unlike me who changes every 6 weeks or so. tongue.gif )
flanker_ji
I felt betrayed by my therapist when she revealed she was engaged during my final appointment.

I'm happy for her, but I relate to her a lot, and she seemed to really empathize with me when I told her how I felt about being single. But she was careful not to reveal personal information, and I know I have a tendency to try and "fill in the blanks" by trying to get clues about people who aren't open for one reason or another. And I know my assumptions aren't always right. And she said she went through a long period of singleness herself. Yet somehow it still stung a little. I bewilder myself sometimes.
lilacwine13
Last night I was upset over something and I ended up taking my anger out on the alternative newspaper in this town. They had a story about a conservative activist, so I drew devil horns and made up raunchy dialog for the pictures. Yes, I am turning 12 this year.

I feel a little guilty about being a night person, and I sometimes wish I could be one of those people who can read the paper and exercise very early in the morning, before work and not afterwards.

pollystyrene
This isn't really a confession; it's just something weird that I've noticed myself doing the last few times the situation has come up- whenever I'm pissed off about something at home, my first reaction is to take my clothes off. For instance, if I have a bad day at work, then I come home and LeBoy has done something to piss me off (something relatively small, not taking the garbage out, leaving his shoes in the middle of the doorway- something mildly frustrating) and it sets me off even more, I find myself unconsciously stalking off into the bedroom and taking off my clothes. Next thing I know, I'm standing there naked and mad, and thinking, "Now what?"

Like just now, I've been telling LeBoy to empty the garbage can in his bathroom for several days. It's overflowing. I even moved it out into the hallway, thinking that would speed things up, but it sat there for a couple of days. So I'm a little annoyed. I went to take the dog out to do his thing and he gave me a hard time out there, hemming and hawing, pulling his diva act about standing in the dewy grass and finally, not pooping. So I came in and I was muttering something about all the men in this house giving me a hard time about stuff. I march into the bedroom and take off my clothes. Granted, it's bedtime now, so I should be putting on my PJ's, but it wasn't something I planned on. So now I'm in front of the computer in my undies, blowing off steam. ((And LeBoy is FINALLY emptying the garbage mad.gif ))

Thanks for reading. I still don't get my "get naked" reaction though. huh.gif
hellotampon
Normally I'm all about human rights; I go to anti-war protests, I join student activist groups, etc.

But when I'm at work waiting on customers, most of whom I can't stand, I wonder why i do it. I feel like, "Who cares? Most most people are worthless scum who don't deserve to live. Humanity sucks."

It's like there are 2 completely different sides of me that I can't reconcile. It bugs me.
bunnyb
deleted original post.

I'm a bitch.
missladyj
I also vasilate between feeling like I fuckin hate everyone because they are so fuckin stupid and don't give a shit about anyone but themselves and their own bullshit and feeling like I should be a nicer person because everyone is suffering.


but fuck that maybe if the weren't such morons they wouldn't be suffering and the whole conflict makes me want to drink a beer and sit on my ass and yell at the television.
Arcadia
I concur, missladyj. I feel the same way you do. People are fucking stupid, but sometimes so am I so it appears I am at an impass. I just rail against the stupidness anyway.

Confession: I am really, really starting to hate my sister. Every day that passes I just want to punch her in the teeth.
anna k
I'm living with my grandma until I find a new place, and she gets on my nerves. She's almost 80 years old, won't get her hearing checked, tells me the same stories from her life, talks to me like I'm a little girl (I'm 23, have lived alone in NYC for three years, and have worked several jobs), and likes to mother me, which makes me tense, since I never liked anyone trying to take too much care of me. I am searching for new places to live, since I get frustrated living under her roof. My grandma is like Betty White's character in The Golden Girls combined with an absent-minded Jewish old lady.
humanist77
As much as I understand the importance of sirens on emergency vehicles like ambulances and firetrucks-and I always wish the person in trouble good luck-I hate the shrill and overwhelming sound of them so much, it makes me angry. Especially in the city, where they are going off every ten minutes, and even more so, when I'm giving a massage at work, and a firetruck goes BLARING past..not so relaxing. I feel bad, because anyone else in an emergency is just as important as I or a loved one would be. I'm easily startled by loud noises-like a loud sneeze or scream-and everyone is really, but I actually feel angry when startled. So it's really more of a reaction than an actual feeling, but I still feel bad about it. However, when the idiot on the crotch rocket goes flying past my open car window, ripping out my eardrums, I don't feel bad.
freckleface7
I should have helped that young mother/husband/family yesterday.

she came bursting into the dollar store as I was checking out, pushing a stroller w/ not one but Two small small children in carseats wedged on top. her blouse was clearly maternity, wore no bra and was flopping in an obvious way, and asked the cashier ' do you take checks?!' and you just knew right then that it would bounce.
her husband was wearing a cool t-shirt, but one that I Know is a ladies bc I've admired it before on other women,, probably had belonged to the mother pre-kids.

why didn't I go back? why didn't I ask the cashier to hold my bag and even just walk by the stroller and drop the extra 5 I had in it?
I have been that mother. so poor that peanut butter seemed extravagant.

when did I stop acting on my instincts to help?

I am ashamed.
zoya
I just noticed that zora had a new post in a thread I frequent, so I went there to read it.... turns out it was a post that I had made several hours ago.

BWAHAHAHAHA..
culturehandy
I'm addicted to facebook.
freckleface7
I can be really prissy sometimes.

I think I have just decided that when I turn 40, I might probably get a boob reduction & lift, even though I know it's incredibly superficial and anti- most things I believe in .

I most sincerely love hostess chocolate pies. love.
to obsession.

too funny zoya ! tongue.gif
freckleface7
I keep hearing about the "dangers" of those kids wheelie shoes.. and all I can do is hope that some time I get to see a kid wipe out.
crazyoldcatlady
*i want an iphone really. really. bad. ever since i saw the commercial.

really bad.

*i am a news/current event/celeb gossip junkie. as such, much of my random conversations with friends are peppered with "i read somewhere that (insert interesting or random fact here)."

*i got into a name calling match with a fellow driver, and i actually wish i would have been waay more vulgar
treehugger
OMG, cocl, doesn't that i-phone look cool???? they did a good job with that ad!
pollystyrene
QUOTE(freckleface7 @ Jun 4 2007, 02:16 PM) *
I keep hearing about the "dangers" of those kids wheelie shoes.. and all I can do is hope that some time I get to see a kid wipe out.


I wish they made these shoes for adults laugh.gif I don't know why- I've never been able to roller skate, can barely ice skate...they just look fun. But yeah, I'd laugh my ass off at some kid who fell.
culturehandy
I agree about the iphone, but I just got a new phone. They aren't going to be in Canada for another year yet. Perhaps I shall get one. but then they'll be everywhere like the ubiquitos razr, which I hate.

Word on kids in wheelies shoes, I want to see some kid bail big time. Then I would laugh on the inside.

I like seeing celebrities melt down.

freckleface7
in the late '70's I very sketchily remember having a pair of thick soled sandals w/ 4 wheels in them.
heavy as hell to walk in, something I recall doing more of than actual skating.

when a kid skates by me in a store w/ specific signs against it, I want to stealthily slide my foot out to trip them: can you imagine the Carnage in a Grocery Store?! laugh.gif

ditto on the iphone. I have a razr too and am disappointed.
the iphone looks like one I could actually manage, but of course am locked in to the razr for 2-jillion years still.
bettieblank
I too want to slyly stick my foot out when I see the kids in the roller-sneakery things. I was amost run into by one of them who was whizzing around with a gallon of milk in his hand and of course his mother looked at me like I had planned out my shopping route to turn the corner and obstruct her childs skating path!

Confession: Some days when I am at the office I will save all of my work to do when my bosses are in so I look busy. When they are out of the office I read the posts here in the lounge or feed my e-bay bidding addiction.
culturehandy
Bettie I do the same thing at work sometimes, too.
bettieblank
culturehandy it is starting to be a sickness lol! I find that I would rather be in here or bidding on things that I absolutly do not need(and then I panic and hope that I am outbid before I win all four iPod shuffles that i am winning! PLEASE SOMEONE OUTBID ME!!) than doing my work. Oh well!
erinjane
I confess that because I have super tiny feet I'm planning to buy a pair of those skatey shoes this summer. (but I still laughed when I saw a kid fall last year.)
freckleface7
QUOTE(erinjane @ Jun 5 2007, 03:00 PM) *
I confess that because I have super tiny feet I'm planning to buy a pair of those skatey shoes this summer. (but I still laughed when I saw a kid fall last year.)

erinjane this is only ok if you use your wheelies for ~evil~ and to do the destructo-bidding of your busty sister here.. capice' ? wink.gif
sunshine
I need to call my sister and chat but I'm upset with her because she is expecting AGAIN and I don't have much to talk about with her at the current point in time -- except that.
humanist77
QUOTE(pollystyrene @ Jun 5 2007, 06:09 AM) *
I wish they made these shoes for adults laugh.gif I don't know why- I've never been able to roller skate, can barely ice skate...they just look fun. But yeah, I'd laugh my ass off at some kid who fell.

polly, they do! scoll down a little to get to the adult sizes..ignore the rest of the website, the link was only sent to me..
lilacwine13
QUOTE
Confession: Some days when I am at the office I will save all of my work to do when my bosses are in so I look busy. When they are out of the office I read the posts here in the lounge or feed my e-bay bidding addiction.


I used to do the same thing at my old job; now I'm working hard so I develop a good reputation, then I can slack off as much as I want. (Hey, it's worked for almost every other job I've had.)

I want an iphone too, but I just bought a new one, have a contract with another company, and can't get out of it for a very long time.

Confession: My boss annoys me. He's a nice guy, but he gives off a vibe that doesn't sit right with me.
bettieblank
They just did a piece about those shoes on the Today Show!
MaybeSparrow
I'm the one that farts during spin class. unsure.gif
culturehandy
compared to where some of my former peers are in their life, I feel inadequate and feel as though I've accomplished nothing.

I feel unsettled and need to accomplish something. I don't know what though, but I can always feel this simmering below the surface.
rositachiquita58
LOL on the roller shoes!

I don't like anything about the culture where I live and have lived since I was four. Any. Thing.

I've also never been in a relationship that lasted more than a few weeks.

I also generally look down on celebrity gossip, but I REALLY wanted to read this article on Lindsay Lohan that I saw today in the bookstore.
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