I haven't been on here in ages and I'm shocked to see how dead it is in here too!
I've got some confessions to make:
*I have a crush on someone, talk down about him to family a little to cover it up, and then feel guilty for saying kinda mean things that aren't even true. repeat. pointless because they probably already figured it out hahaha
*I used two jolly ranchers to keep my toddler happy the other night so I could chat with said crush
*knowing he isn't interested has had some perks. it's given me a lot of inspiration for my newest works of art, which i am personally really proud of. it's motivated me to work out and better myself more also. yay for that.
*I have been working out an awful lot, lost quite a bit of weight, but still feel dissatisfied. I sometimes wonder if I'll ever be 100% happy with the way I look, even now at my ideal weight. Maybe it's that time of the month making me feel emo. It's hard to say since my IUD took away my periods.
ok maybe that last one was tmi. oh well.